S. Hermizar.

TC.

2012-01-27T08:40:00.000-08:00

Pft, dah bermatlamat untuk update blog setiap hari. Tapi akhir nya sungkur di tepi jalan. Haha. Okay nak cerita pasal hari ahad lepas. Kami - Kami di sini bermaksud saya dan kawan2 seperjuangan yang tak berapa berjuang masa sekolah menengah telah dengan rajin serta ayu dan kacak bergaya nya (sebab masing2 berbaju kurung dan bergaya kacak) sebab baru balik dari kenduri :) telah pergi menghabiskan waktu petang di Teluk Cempedak. Tak mahu banyak cakap la. Sebab dah penat banyak cakap dengan dia orang. Sila jamu selera gambar perjuangan hari itu.

Bergambar dengan kereta orang -_-'.

Dengan kawan sampai mati, Wawa.

Dengan kawan sekolah kami, Awi.

Dengan mamat2 kacakbergaya yang baru balik kenduri.

Okay Wawa ni lah y paling semangat tiup buih2.

Beratur.

Si gadis2 manis.

Hari tu balik memang penat yang sangat tapi berpuas hati sebab dapat jumpa dengan kawan2 lama dan banyak sangat yang nak diborakkan. Sampai satu soalan tu tanya sampai 2 3 kali (setiap kali jumpa). Nampak sangat jarang jarang jumpa. Okay lah sekian kisah senyum saya untuk malam yang permai ni.

Selamat Malam Dunia :).

Its Rayyan Hakim okay.

2012-01-27T08:17:00.000-08:00

Hello beautiful / bless people. Its Friday (TGIF).

Today Im luckily get a chance to meet my new handsome boy -

Mohd Rayyan Hakim. Here he is :

Before

After

Okay its really shows that - " Dear my beautiful aunty Sara ( kat sini mcm dah perasan sikit), Im about to have my sleep now, so please stop bullying me by ur kisses okay. Thank you. " - sincerely, Rayyan.

Tomorrow Rayyan going back to his mother hometown, Muadzam Shah. This handsome baby is a son from my workmate Juli and her husband, Zahir. Im going to miss u Rayyan. Sobs :(.

Good Night.

2012-01-23T07:51:00.000-08:00

Salam beautiful / bless people. Just drop by here to wish you Good Night :).

" No matter the sky is black or blue,

No matter there is stars or moon,

As long as your heart is true,
Sweet dreams will always be with you. " - Unknown.

Make it like Heery then you will have a good sleep. Hoho.

Till then, goodnight love from far :).

Wanted 2 - Mp3 Player Sony.

2012-01-09T07:31:00.000-08:00

MP3 kegemaran dah rosak. Sekian.

Nak cari yang baru juga sebab yang ini Sound System dia sangat bagus ya.

Cubalah, anda pasti berpuas hati.

2GB B Series MP3 WALKMAN (Blue) - Spec.

2GB capacity
New “ZAP” button to enjoy ZAPPIN™ Function
"BASS" button for powerful bass enhancement
Enjoy Power illuminator flashing Red LEDs with music
FM Tuner and Voice/FM Recording Function
18 Hours Battery Life (Quick charge : 3 minutes charge 90 minutes play back)

Mahu yang baru berwarna biru kerana tema tahun 2012 adalah biru (ya lah sangat).

Sekian cerita sedih malam ini :).

Playlist 8 - Terukir Di Bintang.

2012-01-09T00:50:00.000-08:00

" Terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu " - Yuna.

Awesome! Tadi nampak Qi Razali post tweet dia pasal lagu ni dan dengan lajunya terus dengar. Huish, mmg dah lama tunggu. This is sooooo NICE okay. Great job Yuna.

U really shows Ur LOVE to him (rumors said this song is for Him. Hiks. )

I cant shows but I can make u feel, dont leave :).
I will try to make u stay.

Wanted 1 - Casio Gold Watch.

2012-01-08T08:04:00.000-08:00

Erghhh, this is nonsense. I want this since last year but couldn't afford to buy.

Must get it ASAP this year. Hiks.

Wish me myself lucky if i have this. Anyone wanna treat? Ecceh.

Playlist 7 - Memo.

2012-01-07T05:25:00.000-08:00

" I dont mind if you wanna stay

With that smile upon your face

Hang around for a little while
Please dont drive away even for a mile "

" I’ll be your wall

For you to lean on

When you fall just try to hold on

I’ll be back in your arms

Together we’ll always be

For what may come " - Yuna.

Again from Yunalis Zarai :).

Dont forcing yourself to leave, Im here to be ur huggers ; 'coz everything will be okay :).

Love, Human Earth.

Playlist 6 - Come As You Are.

2012-01-06T08:21:00.000-08:00

" Take your time, hurry up

The choice is yours, don’t be late

Take a rest as a friend

As an old " - Yuna.

Come As You Are original song by Nirvana cover by my fav singer, songwriter - Yunalis Zarai.

To be honest, I prefer Yuna cover it rather than hear it from Nirvana. To me la maybe because i love Yuna so much, sighhh -_-' .

Nothing more about this song, be you on me dear, you have the time :).

Love, the old memory.

Playlist 5 - Light Writing.

2012-01-01T07:24:00.000-08:00

" ‘cause I can't recall

every word from your rhyme

you walked away

said I'm wrong but its fine

tragedy happens in a wonderful time

and I fell for the the wrong mission

drowning in slow motion

lucky I found

the photograph

this is not the way it used to be

with me pretending you and me

but I can't see the way you see me " - Liyana Fizi.

Its a great beginning of 2012 with this song. I love her as much as i love the lyric of the song. Ur awesome just the way u r.

Tragedy happens in a wonderful time :).

tahun baru? again.

2012-01-01T05:32:00.000-08:00

okay 21++ sudah :)

banyak menda NAK CAKAP

banyak menda NAK NGADU

banyak menda NAK BUAT

banyak tempat NAK PERGI

banyak kerja NAK SIAP

banyak orang NAK MINTAK MAAF

banyak baju NAK BELI

banyak lagu NAK DENGAR

banyak orang NAK KENAL

banyak duit NAK KUMPUL

banyak perkara NAK BELAJAR

tanak lansung NAK WAT ORANG SAKIT HATI

tanak lansung NAK KECEWA KAN ORANG

tanak lansung NAK WAT DOSA

tanak lansung NAK CARI KEKASIH

tanak lansung NAK HILANG KAWAN

tanak lansung NAK BAZIR DUIT

tanak lansung NAK PONTENG KERJA

tanak lansung NAK RASA TA SUKA

2012 I Love You, 2011 I Miss You.

Thank you Allah S.W.T. for bless upcoming year :).

Playlist 4 - Got To Go.

2012-01-01T04:16:00.000-08:00

" This time I’m gonna live my life

I ain’t no stepford wife

No I ain’t perfect

Gonna find somebody who’s worth it

And no you ain’t that person " - really love this part of the lyric :).

This is one of my fav video clip. Omg after she won in Anugerah Industri Muzik, i starting listen to her song - Got To Go. Awesome right? kinda oldskool vc with the great voice, vintage view and dresses also cute combination with Atilia and cute herself - Najwa Mahiaddin. I LOVE this SONG !. So for girls outside there who really wanna dumb a guy and want song that have a deep meaning, strictly can give them this song. Seriously its catch. Haha.

p/s : rlly wish that i can give this song to someone. so u mens, watch out.haha :).

Playlist 3 - Hurt.

2011-12-21T23:38:00.000-08:00

Im Soory but I Miss U so much.

I miss u to call me Girl.

I miss u to have a talk with u.

I miss u like U before.

Can u come back? I didnt meant to hurt u, to make u upset, other - i need u :(.

Love, ur daughter.

KL.

2011-12-21T06:30:00.000-08:00

Last two weeks off to KL to settle on my brother things plus do some INTERVIEW, I mention DO okay. Hoho. Okay BTW along the interview is really like super awesome, actually, sobs
-_-' its for reality TV. Surprising for us on that time la. Of course. Hiks. It might be not the luck, but still remain experience. Okay stop talking about that, what I wanna mention more is about my LUCKY day :). First thing first is I got what i want, WINK. Here it is :

Its the Zahiril Adzim - Bogel Menuju Tuhan together with Heroin by Amal Hamsam

The other one is :

Shirt by Shh... Diam! - Awesome okay since its only RM 10.00

And this Ohsem people follows my fussy request, hiks :).

This is me in Black Box.

This only for now, will update my future upcoming story soon, see ya peeps :).

New Moon.

2011-12-15T05:34:00.000-08:00

Its not the romance story of Bella and Edward, but its about my new moonlight in my life. Cewahh. Its my new baby born on 20th November 2011. Here my BULAN, replacing the old one that lost taken by stupid stranger, SOBS -_-'. But its okay, let the past remain memory but gain the upcoming amazing future. Its have a really kool features fix with the price given. FYI this color chosen by Emak. Awesome right!. Okay for more information about this cool stuff, u can strictly click to this link - ASUSTeK. See ya fellows :).

My new BULAN :).

p/s : Dear stupid stranger, dont ever dare again to take again my Bulan! erghhh! I MEAN IT!.

Miserable :(.

2011-12-05T06:26:00.000-08:00

Lately i feel mistaken + scared + lost :(, but there is always a way to figure it out :).

" Remember, if you’re headed in the wrong direction, God allows U-turns :) "

- Allison Gappa Bottk

The December.

2011-12-03T08:45:00.000-08:00

( its already 4th December and i just got time to do this entry, sobs -_-' )

Okay its my 1st December and im wishing, like usual, the perfect month of the year - cewahh. But everything is already written by Him. Okay early in the morning i received TWO bad news, i was like WHOO. OMG its happen at the same time. Why why why whyy. No answer that i can give, only Him know what is coming up after this. Im not regretting my faith, but im hoping for the better upcoming. It will always have something behind something and i will always wait for it - ecceh. And im still hoping that everything will be done ASAP before its to late, we cant get refund for the time we waste, sobs.

"Bila Allah cepat makbulkan doamu, maka Dia menyayangimu, bila Dia lambat makbulkan doamu, maka Dia ingin mengujimu, bila Dia tidak makbulkan doamu, maka Dia merancang sesuatu yang lebih baik untukmu. Oleh itu sentiasalah bersangka baik pada Allah apa jua keadaan pun. kerana Kasih Sayang ALLAH itu mendahului Kemurkaan-Nya" - inspired by : Yuyu Zulaikha

Konsert Jelajah Desa Digi.

2011-11-22T06:07:00.000-08:00

Jumaat lps pergi Dewan Jubli Perak untuk Konsert Jelajah Desa Digi. Mmg agak mustahil untuk beli tiket pergi konsert tu (semata) memandang kan skrg dh tengah bulan (mcm la byk sgt komitmen ny). Tp kerana ada sorg adik manis AKA anak sedara Dania Zalia dgn baik hati ny telah bagi tiket free :)). Tak ramai sgt crowd since itu adalah dewan tertutup kan. Antara orang terkenal y ada adalh Zizan, Dina Nazir, Sixth Sense, Adi Fashla, Aizat, band Sekolah Menengah Panglima Perang dan terutama fav singer, Reza Salleh :). Sbb time tu crowd pun boleh tahan kegilaan menari ny, so tada banyak la gambar y di ambil memandang kan hanya di blakang dan juga tak berapa tinggi.

Sarah Hermizar dan Dania Zalia.

Tengok fav singer - Reza Salleh, heart.

Ni video kontroversi. Hehe.

p/s : sedeh ny malam tu, sy tak dpt jumpa mane org terkenal.sobs -_-'.

Entri Konvo 2 - Convo-Vation Day :).

2011-11-14T18:17:00.000-08:00

Dah lama gila ta update skrg tetibe nak update pasal konvokesyen y dah lepas tu. Hehe.

Takpa sbb blm sampai sebulan kan :).

Here few picture taken by talented photographer KerjaGilaSiMoll ( please click to view his profile on FB ). Seriously, it was a great moment for me since this is the first time I graduated :) and the best photographer present was given by my sister Sarah Hernyzar .

This is my picture, ended of my journey in Diploma field, will further it soon. Thank You so much for everyone thatinvolved directly and indirectly along my journey achieving my diploma :).

Thank You.

Please enjoy viewing my perasan picture :)).

Perfect :).

2011-11-08T17:35:00.000-08:00

Perfect PICTURE :).

Perfect Person, Perfect Time, Perfect PICTURE <3.

It shows everything :).

Thank you Mother :).

Entri Konvo 1 - Pre-Convo Vation :).

2011-10-31T20:09:00.000-07:00

28.10.2011

Hari nih reheasal kat PICC (Putrajaya International Convention Centre). Mula2 tu mmg sesat jugak la kan cari tempat ni sb 1st time pergi. Even g dgn Huda (kawan y duk Seri Kembangan) pun bole sesat pftt -_-. Tgk tmpt pun mmg agak TERLOPONG (okay tak pernah pergi eh,harap maklum) because the place is awesome with a really nice view :).

Haha. Below is the picture of the day, please have a view for my journey :).

Ni adalah mak dan adik y teman sy sepanjang hari besar tu. Terima Kasih! Sayang Erat2 - Puan Zainon Binti Abdul dan Mohd Hafizhzar Bin Abdul Rahman.

Ni view PICC dr tmpt sy duduk. Awesome rite!.

Jumpa dua orang ni mmg excited gila okay. Sb time kolej dulu mmg kami sentiasa bersama :) -Siti Nurnadhirah dan Huda <3.

Pendrive ni dr dulu (3 thn lps). Mcm ni smpi lah hari y kami berjumpa balik. Dan masih boleh diguna kan wlpn dh tada cover. Haha.

Jumpa balik Mama (mentor) masa zaman kolej dulu tp die kena pindah masa kami sem 4. Papepun die mmg awesome sbb suka layan kerenah kami y mcm budak2 ni kan. Die sgt comel okay :) - Madam Ain Annua.

Nih masa makan. View die sumpah cantik sgt2 nampak whole Putrajaya (mmg la kan sbb PICC tu atas bukit). Haha.

Okay ni sy dgn view dr tempat makan :).

Okay ni gambar poyo sy. Kat kilang chocolate Beryl's. FYI beli straight dr kilang mmg lg murah. Dah hbs byk jugak kat situ :).

After that balik rumah dan masak2 dgn Huda. Kenyang dgn daging dan udang dalam perut. Haha. Malam ny pulak g Sogo sbb last minute (mcm tak biasa kan) g beli kasut. Jalan2 dan balik dgn hati y redha dpt kasut dan selendang idaman. Cewahh.

p/s : more to update. wait okay.

Mak Bufday :).

2011-10-23T09:11:00.000-07:00

Happy Bufday Emak - Zainon Binti Abdul.

Im not really good in telling you how much I Heart U. But please make sure u will always know about it. There is no words that i can use to shows how much u really means to me. Thank You Mother :).

M-O-T-H-E-R

"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her heart of purest gold;
"E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining,
"R" means right, and right she'll always be,

Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER,"

A word that means the world to me.

Love, Your 2nd Daughter.

Playlist 2 - Perfect Two.

2011-10-18T23:18:00.000-07:00

a PERFECT song to hear:)

my new LOVE one song :).

enjoy the song BEAUTIFUL / BLESS people :).

smile, S. Hermizar.

Norbee E-Day.

2011-10-16T20:51:00.000-07:00

Sabtu lps off to Vistana Hotel Kuantan attend kawan punya E-Day,

Kak Norbee dgn tunangan nya Abg Wan.

Okay Cik Tunangan sgt cantik dgn pearl2 hasil jahitan nya sndr, cewahh.

Okay nothing much to say, please have a view on that day :).

Ni dia dua orang gadis y menemani sy di malam itu :) - Sarah hernyzar dan Dania Zalia.

Pelamin a.k.a tempat menyarung cincin.

Kami di atas pelamin bersama Cik Penunang - Norbee Akma.

Kami bersama En Penunang - Che Wan Safuan.

Lastly, sy bersama Kak Norbee y tinggggggi lampai malam tu :).

p/s : cant wait for the next event of them.heart :).

Celebrate Our New Journey In Life.

2011-10-08T08:10:00.000-07:00

Its my Friend Wedding today.

Both bride and groom looks awesome.

The decoration is super nice.

Love it.

The Groom - Adzwan ( Wan Bolok ) and his wifey - Liana ( Jaja ).

Dear both, have a really blast life together. May God always bless u guys. Heart!.

The Girls.

2011-10-08T07:45:00.000-07:00

It been a long time since the last time I updated this blog. Woot woot.

Okay past few days we ( Mak, Kakngah and Me) went to SASICC ( Sultan Ahmad Shah International Convention Centre).

Nothing much we get just good information about GOVERMENT.

Full stop.

I LOVE THIS :).

My PHD.

2011-07-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

My PHD dah rosak. Terima Kasih. Apek kasi bikin itu cepat sembuh. Gua mau guna la.

Bulan Sayang :(.

2011-07-20T05:47:00.000-07:00

Hump! Rasa marah membuak2 bila ingat kan Bulan. Hump! Hump! Hump!. Rindu Bulan da. OMG rasa sangat gila bila memikirkan bahawa Bulan dah takda. Bulan dah hilang. Bulan dah takda. Bulan dah hilang. SEDIH SIAL!. Geram ny rasa hati ni. Sigh**. Terima Kasih TIDAK TERSAMPAI kat orang y mengambil Bulan tanpa izin tuan ny. Terima Kasih TIDAK TERHINGGA jugak kat orang y mendera Bulan. Menjauh kan Bulan dr tuan ny. Tahu tak y Bulan tu dah tua. Lagi nak amik. Apa BODOH sgt orang y amik Bulan tu. Bulan tu dah la sakit. Lagi nak amik. Nak jual Bulan ke mana? siam ke thailand?. Tapi takpa, aku takda Bulan tp aku ada Yang Maha Kuasa, y boleh tunjuk kat orang y amik Bulan tu, mana y betul, mana y salah. Mgkn aku kenal kau, mgkn tidak. Tapi harap la ta kenal sb itu akan menjadikan kau jelik + jijik pd pandangan aku. I just dont understand why ppl have this kind of things to do, dont they ever think that at the same time they will hurt others? and might be, it will also happen to the one they love? dont they have heart to sympathy others?.

Kepada Bulan,

I Love You so much okay for the rest of my life. Cewahh. Bulan jaga diri walau kat mana Bulan berada. Be careful on strangers. Cepat rosak okay sayang. Dont worry okay dear, I might be fine. Hugs**

Dari Tuan :).

p/s : i just dont care what ppl gonna say, that im treating Bulan like it is alive. But i do love my laptop so much because it is given by my mom. TQ!.

sekitar :)

2011-04-08T08:09:00.000-07:00

oh sekitar.
terima kasih kerana bersama dengan sy selama ni.
walaupun sekitar kadang2 ta diperdulikan.
tapi sekitar tetap berada dengan sy.
sy ketawa,
sy sedih,
sy marah,
sy ngadu,
sekitar mesti ada.
hari ni sy rasa gembira.
sekitar pun gembira.
hari ni juga sy terasa.
sekitar pun ada untuk dengar cerita.

oh sekitar.
sangat bertuah sy ada ny sekitar.
sekitar, terima kasih lg.
sy bersyukur kerana mempunyai sekitar.
kerana sekitar it adalah KAMU.

Buat tak tahu?.

2011-04-05T06:32:00.000-07:00

Tahu ke tidak?
Tak tahu?
Then tanya la.
Buat2 tahu?
Nanti orang ta suka.
Tapi if dah tahu, bagi la tahu.
If tanak bagi tahu, THEN BUAT TAK TAHU.

Sigh** hidup ni memang adil. Melengkap kan hidup dengan perkara remeh temeh y mmg mls nk dipikir kan. Dalam kata lain, tayah pk pun tapa. BUAT TAK TAHU sudah. Tapi hidup ni jugak lah mengajar erti SABAR dan TENANG. Takpa la. Tada orang tahu pun, aku ada Dia. G mane2 pun konpem Dia ada. Bia Dia y tentukan sampai bila harus aku BUAT TAK TAHU. Sbb aku nak die sndr bagi tahu. Paling koman pun aku bisa lagi memaafkan die wlpn menda tu tak patut dimaaf kan. Ye la kan, nnt org kondem plak dengan kata2 common "Sedang kan Nabi ampunkan umatNya.". Haih dunia2. orang mcm ni pun ada?.

08/03/11

2011-03-08T07:34:00.000-08:00

hari ni nak update belok sbb aku rasa mg mcm nk update satu lg entri karut.

hari ni aku bertemu jnji dgn seseorg. tak lah bagus sgt pun tp boleh la untuk masa depan aku. WINK*. haha. okay inperesen pertama die, die suka cara aku. WAH!. maseh. then die ckp die akan kol aku balik within dis week. mcm ta percaya jep sb aku dlm plhn hati die. mcm nak cari pilihan calon isteri pulak die tu. tapi hakikat nya, aku mmg agak mengharap kan untuk bersama ny. ye la kan. sekitar ny y indah dan mewujudkan suasana y aku mg suka. tp hanya Allah S.W.T. shj y dapat tolang aku untuk bersama ny. SIGH*. oh btw aku agak suka NOKIA :).

selamat malam dunia :).

Let Go?

2011-01-06T07:36:00.000-08:00

hey hey u u i hate u to be my girlfriend

dont want dont want

i want to get a new one

hey hey u u i dont like u, girlfriend

you're so none, i hate u mine, i think u like a candle

can be gone and then come back to get my money wasted

dont u know what i can do to make u feel goodbye

thank you thank you thank you

dont pretend i think u know im more precious

and so yeah i the only one can be super

i can tell that i dont like you and u know im right

im right im right im right

you were so watever

other can do so much better

i think we should get separate now

and thats what everybody want most

hey hey u u i hate u to be my girlfriend

dont want dont want

i want to get a new one

hey hey u u i dont like u, girlfriend

originally song by Avril Lavigne, Girlfriend.

The song to those who say GOODBYE to their lover. TQ.

tahun baru?

2011-01-05T04:48:00.000-08:00

okay 20++ sudah :)

banyak menda NAK CAKAP

banyak menda NAK NGADU

banyak menda NAK BUAT

banyak tempat NAK PERGI

banyak kerja NAK SIAP

banyak orang NAK MINTAK MAAF

banyak baju NAK BELI

banyak lagu NAK DENGAR

banyak orang NAK KENAL

banyak duit NAK KUMPUL

banyak perkara NAK BELAJAR

tanak lansung NAK WAT ORANG SAKIT HATI

tanak lansung NAK KECEWA KAN ORANG

tanak lansung NAK WAT DOSA

tanak lansung NAK CARI KEKASIH

tanak lansung NAK HILANG KAWAN

tanak lansung NAK BAZIR DUIT

tanak lansung NAK PONTENG KERJA

tanak lansung NAK RASA TA SUKA

Sejak bekerjaya ni, nak online sesudah pulang tu macam nak kena pk 34x. Yela malas layan sgt nt smpi ke lewat malam. Haha. Esok nya masuk kerja lambat. Hehe. Okay sekarang masih lagi dalam MOOD TAHUN BARU 2011. Macam biasa aku takda apa2 azam baru. Cuma ada beberapa perkara y aku nak pasti kan terjadi. PRAY FOR ME :).

Hey 2011, I LOVE YOU. Dear 2010, I MISS YOU.

Day with LovVy.

2010-12-27T04:45:00.000-08:00

ad lepas (261210) telah keluar TC bersama kekasih

wawa dan kak D

sumpah rindu gila kat dorang

uhuk2

sempat melampias rindu

bermanja sambil minum air kelapa

masih lg ingin melepak bersama skrg

tp masa terhad

kerja kerja kerja

blaja blaja blaja

uhuk2

SEKEJAP tapi BERNILAI :)

banyak gila mengumpat

siap jumpa MALAUN2 y ta diminati ramai

haha

okayy sgt sayang kan anda berdua. mwach.

off to Peneng :).

2010-12-12T05:53:00.000-08:00

Sumpah mcm miracle rasa bila dapat offer dari kakak untuk ke Peneng. Hehe. Sebab taksub gila nak jumpa member lama gila babeng tu. 7 tahun kawan baru dapat jumpa 2x sbb jarak memisah kan. Huk huk. Tapi nak sampai ketemu tu macam2 lak halangan yang mendatang. Tapi syukur alhamdullilah sebab dapat jugak kami berjumpa. Bila dah berjumpa mulut masing2 macam train bila cakap. Macam2 lah cakap. Okay Akimi, kau npk Gemukkk dr aku. Haha.

Sepanjang off to Peneng neh ta banyak yang boleh nak dicerita kan cuma banyak sangat berfikir pasal hidup, cewahhh. Haha. Dan sebelum bergerak ke Peneng, stopp di KL dulu. Sajak lah kan dah nama pun Kakak yang offer kan. So satu malam umah dia dulu. Kat situ ada lah seorang ni bermesej2 mengatakan hendak jumpa sbb tengok status kat Fb. Maaf lah. Ta berminat kot nak jumpa dengan SweetTalker. Okay camtu lah. So banyak lah alasan2 y agak ta munasabah keluar. Eg: time tu makan kat Subang pastu cakap kat dia makan dekat umah kakak ;p. Kakak masak padahal hantar mesej cakap kat dia "order mee goreng". Hahaha. Sbb umah nya berdekatan Subang. Maaf ya cukup2 lah ya. May go to fcuking hell with U and Ur Sweet Promises :).

Okay time kenduri ni agak indah menawan kalbu jiwa raga lah. Ahah. Sbb saya dan kakak nampak agak tampan di situ. Ahah. Okay ta banyak sgt picture yang di ambil sbb sy punya Hp ta secanggih mana untuk mendapat view gambar yang cantik :(.

Warna Jernih.

2010-11-30T11:11:00.000-08:00

malam2 cmni lah macam2 perasaan y muncul. sumpah rasa nak nangis sbb macam2 dah pk. pk menda2 y ta senang di buat ny. SAKIT HATI y melampau2 jep rasa. dah la perasaan tgh celaru kaw2 ni. sehari suntuk macam2 y jadi. Ya Allah tolong saya ya. tolong tenang kan hati sy dan tolong hindar kan saya dr maki hamun org dan dr sangka buruk org. hem sori lah ya sy mmg cmni kottt. tayah nak rasa macam sy ni ntah pape. MASEH kat kecik sy Cak sbb sudi nak dengar luahan jiwa sakit sy ni malam2 buta cmni. nak tido sudah sblm aku titiskan air warna jernih tu. penat!.

okayyy, tayah layan if tanak layan dari tuduh macam2 wat tambah sakit hati sy jeppp.

Superman VS Powerwoman.

2010-11-30T06:47:00.000-08:00

Hey YOU.

You r Supermannn.

Yeah its YOU.

Today - 30 Nov 2010.

"I will let You go freely without ask You to say anything. Okay?"

Truth,

Powerwomannn.

tidak akan pernah.

2010-11-14T08:04:00.001-08:00

tidak akan pernah?

oh mengapa kah?

begini, ya saya terbaca satu blog tu kan. sesuka hati dia carut kat orang y saya pasti dia tak kenal lansung pun. macam mana tu eh? okay die bagi link then keluar pop-up mesej dan carut2. camtu lah lebih kurang saya nak explain pun tidak lah paham. tapi kan boleh ke die nak cakap macam tu kat orang2 y die pasti tidak kenal. OKAY! blog dia tapi apakah tujuan blog ny if tidak PRIVATE sama sekali beserta dengan heboh2 pasal blog dia di laman sosial y len y sangat meluas (saya pasti ramai y baca blog dia tu). uish rasa macam nak kutuk die depan2 jep. haha. tapi sy boleh jep nak menyamar orang lain kan tp mls lah.

nak tegur die pun sy ta cukup bagus jugak. TIDAK AKAN PERNAH jadi bagus. setiap kali saya rasa diri saya melebihi orang lain, pasti di suatu sudut di dunia ini ada y lagi bagus dari saya. cukup lah sekadar bagus di tempat y sepatut nya :).

tadi saya bersama dengan seorang teman ni. then kata2 y keluar dr mulut nya sangat lah membuat saya sentap. die mengajak saya makan tapi saya menolak atas alasan y kukuh. dah lama ta lepak sama tiba-tiba dia cakap begini - TAK BES LANGSUNGLAH! - apa perasaan anda bila anda bersama dengan teman ada itu sahaja dan kemungkinan maksud TIDAK BEST itu adalah ANDA.

anda; saya TIDAK AKAN PERNAH dapat memenuhi semua y anda nak. malahan saya sendiri sudah melukakan hati sahabat baik saya kerana ingin memenuhi kehendak orang lain. maaf ya. tapi AWAK MEMANG BEST!.

VKN

2010-11-11T07:18:00.000-08:00

dah sebulan habis prac sumpah rasa rindu gila kat VKN ni. macam2 ragam y jadi. macam2 jenis org jugak y aku kenal. tapi sepanjang prac tu mg la macam2 jugak aku rasa. hehe. hari ni dpt pujian dr seseorang y jugak bekerja d VKN ni la. sumpah terharu gila okay. die ckp cmni - Ur quick leaner - dan ada lagi la y die ckp. hehe. die sangat baik. walaupun aku dah habis prac pun masih lg nak tanya aku camner sekarang buat apa dan lain2 la.

ni senarai perkara2 y aku ta boleh nak lupakan:

*satu hari tu aku mg ada masalah perut la. aku sorang2 jep. sedeh gila okay. tapi datang sorang kawan ni tanya aku okay ta, siap teman aku g beli ubat bagai dan pasti kan aku makan ubat tu. sumpah mg sayang die sgt la. tambahan orang y sama jugak y selalu nasihat kan aku macam2 la. mana y betul dan tidak. wlpn die anggap tu biasa saja, tp mg die dah bagi impak besar dlm hidup aku. tambahan lg, die jugak bagi aku pinjam kamera die y kalau aku jual dalam 5ratus boleh dapat tu selama lebih sebulan. haha. sumpah mg terkejut jugak sbb die ta marah dan percaya kan aku.

*happy okay bila rewang ramai2 g Bazar Ramadhan. y Melayu 2 orang(termasuk aku) tapi masa tu aku ta puasa sb sakit. y lain Cina dan India. okay kami jalan pusing satu round kat situ patah balik then baru beli. jauh okay kat stadium punya mmg panjang la kan. tapi ta kesah sbb dorang sume ada mmg FUN gila dgn gelagat dorg y tatau kueh apa. kalau boleh sume nak beli sume nak rasa. Special dedicate for - Azam Azizan, Ketiswary, May and Michael.

*masa rasa macam org besar : sangat kelakar bila dorang pngl - HR junior, bos kecik, HR kecik macam2 lg la dorang pngl la. hehe. suka!.

*bila time kat FO kena marah tu sume mmg beri kesan y positif okay. smpi skrg still simpan Madam Manjit bagi banyak dokumen suh study and thank you sbb memberi kepercayaan kpd sy <3.

maybe one day i will come back or maybe vice versa rite? we never know yet. but i do appreciate my time with all of u. even we are no longer work together but we still remain the same. still friends. thank you so much. heart u guys, heart VKN!.

Cuma ta suka.

2010-11-06T08:20:00.000-07:00

Awak kenal sy ke? Tidak rasa ny. Tapi awak dah pikir bukan2 pasal sy. Dan awak pikir awak cukup bagus nak cakap itu ini tentang sy. Awak cakap sy SOMBONG dan BERLAGAK serta ta berkelakuan seperti apa y sy sepatut ny. Perlu ke nak tunjuk semua tu? Ta perlu kot. Sy bukan jenis nak tunjuk kat SATU DUNIA sy mcm itu ini. Sebab sy tau sy ta cukup bagus la awak nak jadi mcm awak. Cukup la awak tau sinopsis je dunia sy, tayah nak cipta satu novel tentang sy. Tayah nak edit ke tambah mcm wikipedia. Sy tidak tahu taraf kecerdik kan dan taraf kehidupan awak setinggi mana, apa y sy sangat pasti awak mmg tiada, tidak pernah, tidak mungkin ada hak untuk cakap sy itu ini la. Awak tiada kaitan kot dengan sy. Cukup la FAMILY sy a.k.a orang y ada hak untuk cakap itu ini tentang sy, tahu dengan siapa sy berkawan, tahu dengan siapa sy keluar - sekurang ny sy tidak mahu la berdalih kan. Tapi awak mmg berani okay!.

Ampun ya saya memang nak berbaik dengan awak tapi awak sampai delete saya okay. Tapi awak add balik kenapa ya? Jangan risau awak tak senang untuk tahu apa2 tentang sy la. Oh ya, sy ta APPROVE atau IGNORE sebab sy pun ada kelebihan dan nak tunjuk kan y sy pun BAGUS.

Terima Kasih.

Hernyzar E-Day.

2010-11-05T09:57:00.000-07:00

unbeliever, the day past almost a week olredi.

hehe.

cant wait for another one year.

from MISS to be MADAM.

BTW.

congrats to YOU MY SISTER.

heart YOU damn much.

seriously, YOU look DAMN PRETTY on that day.

30 October 2010.

NAK!

2010-11-05T09:07:00.000-07:00

nak update banyak2!

HEHE.

i heart Zara.

2010-07-08T11:26:00.000-07:00

ahah. org ckp belajar dr pengalaman. yupp im doing that okayy. what happen? rmi y tny. tenks to those y sudi nak tau. syg sepah2 okayy. interview d Zara, two words - enjoyy & funn. two thumbs up bebeh! well, experience y mcm ni sgt aku suka. but then, i do choose other. hehe. y? Zara reject? NO LAA. the reason is, let jus me know it. to both of yoo, the interviewer, kalau lepak kdi mamak dpn delicious mst lama tuu. to kakak - tenks sgt2 okayy for accompany me and pure choc tu. sedapp tp gabra pny pasal minum pun sket2 kan. tmpt interview di jalan kan, sanagt hansammm. ceh baru tahu cmner. hehhe. lawakkk la.

situation - jalan2 dlm Zara then terpegang satu kasut y ada tulis WITH PIG SKIN. damn gila. tulis bawah kasut. tulisss atas la woooot!

p/s : tenks to those y wish - muaxxx!

kawan er?

2010-05-31T01:38:00.000-07:00

terkesima terima satu mesej dari seseorang, begini bunyi nya :

"dah lama tak bercakap dengan engkau"

hah. kenapa perlu bercakap dengan aku? bukan kau sudah punya teman yang lain? kenapa cakap dah lama ta bercakap? bukan nya aku membatas kan ruang untuk kau dan aku. bukan nya ruang itu tiada. tapi kerana aku bukan milik mu? jadi kita tak bisa bermesra sebagai teman? sudah. aku ta marah kau. aku marah aku kerana ta menghargai kau. kau baik dan aku pasti jadi teman yang baik tapi aku bagai kan keliru. kerana kenapa sekarang kau baru muncul kembali? kenapa sekarang kau umpama peduli perihal aku? di mana kau pabila aku memerlukan? aku ta layak kah bergaul dengan engkau?

maaf - luahan rasa yang aku sendiri tidak mahu utara kan. aku mau kau seperti dulu.

Playlist 1 - Unintended.

2010-05-31T01:04:00.000-07:00

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

smlm, terlintas nk tgk pic2 lame dlm mmc then ter'view' satu pic y disangka telah lama di pdm. haha. still ada and still remains the same name for the pic. aiyo, mula la teringat2 kesah2 lame. till the time now, guess bout a year we lost contact and never connect through any others social network. wahhh! da kawan lame tp kena berpisah. mcm lawak y sedey :(. still in mind his words, " choose wisely, either me or him". ehem, now i guess i make it wrongly. or else maybe i never should choose any of them. haha. watever la, its olredi past lol. but, i still remember ur songs to me. when u sing it live to me. when u cried in front of me.
" muse-unintended "

I miss u, nDot.

New Boyfie.

2010-04-05T10:20:00.000-07:00

030410 - "Aqeel nak kawin dgn kakak?" - "Nak!"
030410 - Status; Married.

It's the great moment Im with Him - Aqeel. First time jumpa, nakal sangat2. Siap cakap lg bau macam katak. Haha. After whole day layan dia, men kejar2 dalam Outlet Shop kat ECM, kena mandi dengan Sos Nasi Ayam, layan Beruk kat TC, baru tahu dia camner. Sangat MANJA + Comel. Paling bes dapat KISS paling banyak dari dia. Kena kejut pagi2 dengan dia. Haha. Miss that moment. Add-On - Two lil' Cinderella; Qaisara + Ticya. What a beautiful girl. Starting that day, wondering when am I going to have my own children. Wee~ Mengatal Seyh. Haha.

My love-Aqeel; Rindu sangat!

What Is Better ?

2010-04-01T10:20:00.000-07:00

It's been a while.
Since the last time I texting U.
So impress.
In a short time.
U change to a person that I dislike to be with.
In a short time.
U change to someone who I never ask to know it.
I won't let myself doubt it, I won't let myself crack.
I will give U time to complete yourself as what U supposed to be.
This should be great.
Why make it hard for U and Me.

I know what is Better.
We flow the day, we run the night.
We make it usual.
As usual as i never know U better.
Im sorry.
Its not easy and I not really like it.
Make it on Ur own sick.
Rebirth the way that U have destroy it.
Let me go, across the road, through the door.
It's over and I feel better.

-Sarah Hermizar Art's

End.

2010-03-22T08:51:00.000-07:00

Wasting a lifetime
Trying to find love
Nothing happens
No hope, no people

Suddenly see you
But then years before
Can't do anything
Used to be friends, nothing more

Now realized affection
Can go no further
Lost a lifetime
And lost desire

Try to forget
But can't
Try to die
But don't

Mind suddenly gone
No end is near
Nothing to do now
But go on

"Love: a grave mental disease." - Plato

"Life's never End like we wish to have it
Early than we expected it to be

What we've done is what we run it for"

- Sarah Hermizar Art's

Last Day - Delicious

2010-02-15T20:19:00.000-08:00

Well this is the last day for CNY break - 160210. me and my beautiful lady (my mom) done PUDING (idk how to say it in Eng).

the recipe :

1 can of Ideal Milk
1 can of Sweet Corn
2 big scoop of Sugar
4 big mug of Plenty Water

= mix all the ingredients; cook it + or else ADD-ON Lyche fruit for last step.

Remember; always stir it to make it better.

The result is quiet good for the first trial. Hehe. Try it!

We Made It - Successfully

2010-02-11T10:14:00.000-08:00

Finally - 050110; we made it. we went to REDBox. haha. from 5 pm until 8 pm. this is the result of us. cannot mention what is happened at that room. what i know, i got sore throat for about a week :((. but it WORTH IT <3.

040210 - 070210

2010-02-07T23:40:00.000-08:00

Its three of us. Well FYI its me; Sarah – Huda – Nadhirah

KL

Swimming Time – even three of us doesn’t know how to swimming well, none of us is drown. Haha.

Location - Siska House; Dutamas

Seri Kembangan

Well; a great moment especially for Huda - wink*

Location - TS

Kuantan

1st pic - at the Terminal Kuantan

2nd pic - at Adik's house; before going back

3rd pic - my Big pakcik !

XOXO - we had a great time at the three place; thank you to Siska (makan meggi for breakfast), Cs Ella Medusa (nak ke aku hampar karpet merah untuk korang? - time ni ada gathering kat umah siska; kami kena marah), Fairus (sbb bawak jejalan; wlpn sangat lah malu), Abah (sorry if Nasi Ayam tu ta masuk selera), Pakcik (hopefully it can be true ;))

FYI - we did cook Chicken Rice at Adik's house. well first time kot. haha. its quite good. Congrats for us !

What we called SUSHI and WASABE ;)

2010-01-16T04:31:00.000-08:00

Ehem it’s a name, different than others, maybe it can describe food. But for me, honestly, it’s adore. TQ.
Dilihat dari luaran, bg aku, mmg ta sedap. Aku pun ta minat makanan Jepun neh. Euw! (sorry for those who really love it). Tapi bila dirasa, ia boleh dilihat kenikmatan bersama dgn dua makanan ni. Mula mencari tempat di dalam hati. DAH JATUH CINTA!

friend of foe ?

2009-07-08T23:53:00.001-07:00

FYI, it had been a long time when this is happened. I’m not sure the specific date. But for sure, last month. Well, maybe it’s my fault too. Or I just am so unfair. I knew someone that is really making me comfort when talk to him. The person that can I hope too. The person that always be beside me when I think that there is nobody can I be with. We had been known for almost two year. Well we decided to end our friendship last week. It is because of the stupid reason you ever think. Now I just treat him like I never know him. More to FOE. Y? Because this is what he wants, the ways he makes me feel who I am to him :(

Dear BBC – and you will always be BBC to me ;) – it’s time to end it. Its run its course, what we had is OVER. Lets no fight and squabble about who was right and who was wrong. Let’s just remember the good and forget the bad and the upsetting – still thank you for the name<3.>

‘AKU RELAI KAMU’

Love,
Dot.

P/S : thank you for the precious moment at the gig. For all the time that u have to me.

t o l o n g

2009-03-13T08:50:00.001-07:00

' tolong' perkataan senang mudah untuk cakap tapi susah nak tunaikan. kenapa ? tak pasti. tapi pendapat orang nih berbeza. kalau dah tolong nak lebih pulak. tapi sekarang aku cuma nak mintak tolong dari yang sepatutnya. bukan cari bila perlu okey ? cuma malu sangat; terlalu sebab aku bukan baik apatah lagi mulia.

" sometimes i look to the sky and ask myself; will God look back at me and here what i want to say? and help me ?"

- hatiku cakap "die akan tolong dlm cara yang lain:)"

kecelakaan(fakoof)

2009-02-17T00:43:00.000-08:00

maaf bg sesiapa y membaca.
ini luahan hati + jiwa aku.

lahanat(word y aku ta penah gunekan-entire my life).
sekarang dah mula bermain di bibir aku. y ternyata, aku tujukan pada seseoarng.
maaf; aku bukan begini.
segala cacian makian untuk die adalah kerana aku sudah tidak lg boleh utk menerima diri nya! kecelakaan bg aku kenal die.
kalau aku diberi peluang. tidak ingin aku kenal diri ny!

mama
seriously
i hate u so fucking much
i hate dis part
u doing dis in a wrong way
i hate being know u
i hate u!

tahun baru&&jiwa baru

2009-01-04T16:52:00.000-08:00

123* go

tahun baru kembali. tiada apa yang terjadi cuma kehilangan lagi. kesedihan ++ kegembiraan di tahun *o8 telah berlalu. yang pasti, jiwa + kehendak + kisah + watak baru akan muncul di tahun *09. wish my new year will give more of joy and less of sad. temkiu:).

starting my new year with;

with adik sayam&&tuanku&&puanku (superbike fest 2008)

with sayamKUH-chillLENGH && karem O di YEAR END PARTY (studio noisy)

hughug&&ily:)
Sa. / Dot. / hermizar

new day!

2008-12-05T08:57:00.000-08:00

hello morning.
just drop something here!.

wanna say that i mish my sayam.
cska hottie
bro kodie hansam
staringky
wena zowel
mya memuk
wawa chenta
akimy
cs azie kungfu
dada adek
hafi yoyos
rukruk crew
-cs nurul
-cs ella
-cs zizie gojes
-cs siti lee
bb sham
bb aleef
sengalism saeda
hotter fawaz(majok lak)
bambam
pakcik wan bollock
lenghlengh
laling:(
m a

mish dem damn much!!
fakfakfak
cryiey
huhuhu

winduwinduwindu
levlevlev
anda semua!

kapan ketemu?

morning moment *decomers sem3

2008-11-27T16:10:00.000-08:00

hello! selamat pagi.
dream last nite.
scary! uhuh.
dream only lol.
but why i dream of it. dont want too. huhu.
what dream that i had?
i dream of the moment that where we been together.
I HATE IT!

oke.. wondering time~weyuuu-
it was the moment for last sem.
who cares people know bout it.
it is all about me myself and aku lah!
his **** hunnybunch pot! uhuh-
why it is been like dis.
its better if we just fren aite?
then u wanna go further.
the conclusion is (padan muka kau kena maki)
im not dat kind of person.
u make me difficult to fit in dis situation.
*i will always be beside u* fakoof!
sweet talker + sweet talker + sweet talker.
why u make things so hard.
why u do like dis.
dont u realize dat im trying.
people made mistake and sumtimes they keep on make mistake.
same goes to me. why dont us jus be fren like before?
i just cant stand what have you done to me.
now i assume that we are BREAK!

*go away from me sayam..
*i hate too fakyu!

hidup macam urghh.

2008-10-29T02:26:00.000-07:00

kamu percaya dengan member?
kamu percaya dengan keluarga?
kamu percaya dengan geng?
kamu percaya dengan kamu?
percaya macam palat
langsung tak dikira pakai
benci manusia itu
senang hidup hati suka
habis madu sepah dibuang
percaya itu sepatutnya ikhlas
hati mau suci
jiwa tidak keji
tapi bila dah percaya
backstable kami pula
terlalu bangsat !
sedar diri tu semula
asal, tempat dan kedudukan
diri dan raga
pantang yang bergaya muncul
sikap mau galak
tak cukup 1
2, 3 manusia skali mau
itu dasar orang apa ?
aku ini adalah naif
percaya itu teman, sahabat, geng dan kawan
akibatnya dimalukan dibenci sendiri
dalam senyap ditikam
secara perlahan dan dalam2
tanpa kami sedari...
ini bukanlah yang kami cari !

my wishes

2008-03-15T06:06:00.000-07:00

I wish I was a designer
I can sketch my own art
I can design my own clothes
I can make my own style
I wish I had a lot of money
So I don’t need to ask from my parents and burden them
So I can buy anything that I want
So I can give everything that my family needs
I wish I could success in study
Because I will make my parents proud
Because I will easy to get job
Because I will be proud of myself
But..
It just a wishes
I understand I am not perfect and life won’t always be waiting for me
I say ‘LIFE IS WHAT I WISH IT ‘
I know I can make it true
But I need to give full effort to make it success
Because I know I can do it myself
Because it’s all about me, myself and I
[caca~rara]